Life In Kl

  It had been more than 10 days for me to stay in Puchong and study in Taylor's college Subang Jaya.Due to Internet service problem,I had no chance to update my blog and share my feelings out here.It was really challenging staying here and you must be able to face with those unexpected situations,haha!This process would really make your life turning into a more independent way,changing your attitude and personality,enriching your experiences and mind,guiding you to look at things with another perspective,improving your life skills and so on.
    At the beginning part of this journey,I couldnt adapt to this brand new environment so far which turned my life into maelstorm.I was kinda ambivalent and helpless at first.Imagine what was going on with your life when you had no one to handle your meals,set your budget,provide you transportation and so on.You would have to do this all by yourself,it was kinda hard for me.Luckily I was surrounded by my friends whom helped me a lot in starting a new life,became my study partners and etc.Friends are really the ones whom you can rely on when you are far away from your sweet and darling home.
     How about study?You would definitely feel stressful here as almost every scholar studied every day,every morning in the library,even before the teachers started their lessons.I had to study every day so that i was able to understand the lesson taught,especially biology.A level is more about independent study,you will no longer meet spoon-feeding teachers in A-level,you have to use other resources well and effectively to understand the concepts,theories and more.
  That's all about my life

我会哭，可是我不会放弃

累的时候
撑着的时候
我会哭泣
我会崩溃
我会流泪
但
我不会放弃
因为这是我的选择
我清楚明白
我的人生，由我的抉择形成
我会面对的一切
是必然的
我看到的荆棘
是为了让我明白成功需要经历失败而铸成的
我的泪水
会使我冷静
我会加油
因为
那只羊
在学会长大

本以为可以潇洒地说再见

时间一直溜走，我却没有发现，日复一日，终于我要离开了
本以为自己已经做好心理准备去面对之后的挑战
本以为自己已经做好离开，与思念抗战的打算
一切的本以为
在这一天的到来，或是前夕被击碎
还是抗拒不了思念的力量

我一个依赖性很重的人，却又敏感
只要我找到一个我认为可以靠，可以信任的人，我会完全地依赖着，依赖着他给予的力量
但，为了不让自己受伤
在我查觉此人有一丝的冷漠或是不理睬
我就会逃离，

可是现在我要离开了，离开自己的保护壳
一直以来，别人担心我，现在，我必须懂得担心自己，保护自己，学会坚强
必须勇敢，成长起来，面对一切的陌生，一切的障碍
我会害怕，会迷茫
但，只有坚持，我才会活出人性的辉煌

一直以来
我肩负着别人的期望
虽然压力，
可是我甘愿
辛苦而来的东西可是苦尽甘来

我必须长大
这是成功的因素
我必须坚持
我必须勇敢
我必须学会看透一切的东西
我必须拼劲全力

但
苦难挫折却无法抹去我的笑容
因为
抬起天空
我会看见，在我的背后还有那股友谊的力量
也许，他们飘散在四方
但，那股动力
会让我鼓起勇气，擦干自己的眼泪，爬起来

我一直都是脆弱的
但
为了我爱的人
尽管受伤，我会咬紧牙关走下去
希望
我累了，还有会让我躺下来