life has changed

I met a liar before
He betrayed and deceited me.
I didnt cry
But my heart broke out
He really got on my nerves
He really annoyed me
I'm just angry
All my trust on him were wasted and disappeared
Since that day,
I began not to believe someone easily
I will not to express my heart to anyone else
I swore on that day

Start from f4
I found out many people had changed to me
I heard a lot of rumours
It complicated my mind and i'm nearly couldnt differentize who is telling the truth or just some nonsense
I'm lost
I'm tryin to neglect it and pretend to know nothing
but i cant
Its still tortured my heart

I couldnt join into certain friend's world
I'm already tried my best
I tried to follow their topic
I'm tryin to be nicer and changed
However
I'm still myself
who is unacceptable to them
I'm sorry
I knew somebody look at me with different eyes
I knew something inside their heart
They hid it
I knew its bad to me
But i couldnt understand
Why cant they just pour it out and straight to me
Better than pretend

I see the light

Thanks to ruxiang for introducing this song to me.
Its the theme song of disney movie'Rapunzel"
I loved it so much.
Share with you all.
its rhythm,its lyrics comes into my heart successfully

"I See The Light" - Tangled

patty moon-dream up

Send this video to my fellow friends and true myself.
I love this singer,Patty Moon.
She isnt famous as Lady Gaga,Justin Bieber etc.
Perhaps some of you cant accept her style because you will feel boring.
However,to me,Her music can calm my soul ,just like piano songs.
I love her.
I dont have money to buy her disc and i couldnt find it too.
But i'm a true fan to her.

Patty Moon - Dream Up

淡然

曾经很享受朋友在身边吵吵闹闹的日子
那时我认为没有混在一堆朋友里就如孤立
我害怕寂寞
我害怕孤单
我不要被排斥！
所以我很快乐
当我和朋友们一起打闹
可是
我不知道
我是发至内心的快乐？还是因为朋友们开心我开心？
我不懂
至今都不懂
我不想凡事都迎合别人
我不想别人把我的话当成耳边风
虽然很废
我尝试不说废话
我尝试发至内心地说话，表达感受
却发现人们觉得我不正常
人们觉得我很疯狂，很白痴
确有谁是真正想了解我内心呢？
只有寥寥无几
我也只能苦笑