Love to life~

I visited GURNEY POPULAR BOOKSTORE yesterday for 3hours~
It's bigger and bigger and bigger than the bookstore in Alor Star here~It's amazed and a little bit shocked and surprised~
Rusa masuk ke kampung
A best phrase to describe me when i entered the shop~
Directionless~
Not because i disliked it ,but i didnt know where to start for searching~

I heard a song at the counter there~
A song which is sung by a little girl-JACKIE EVANCHO
She is much younger than me,I guessed she was around 8 or 10years old?
Her sound was amazed,fascinated and marvellous~
Not even a best word to describe it ~
I was shocked and totally blanked in my little mind~
Mature sound came from a small girl body and throat?

I like opera
How could she reached such a high pitch?Peak of her key?Nope,Its higher than it~
She was trained when she was young?maybe?Its nature and a give from GOD when she was born?maybe

I admire her,in my soul ,in my spirit,in my heart
She was brave
to find her meaning in life,to work hard for her little dream
I want to gv her a big and sincere applause if i'm at the concert ~
I will cry for her~
It's uneasy for a little girl to stand on the stage and face so many audience there and the stingent judges~
I'm a coward~
Truly,i dont hv courageness to endure with troubles and problems
I will just try to run away and cry and stand there and shout~
NOT BECAUSE I COULDNT UNDERSTAND ,BUT JUST I DONT WANT~
I keep circling at the starting point ~
I will stop at the middle  whenever i meet with my problems and refuse to continue to the ending point?
At last,i blame myself