Homesickness

It had been three months staying out station ,which is the longest time ever I'm not at home.
Apparently, homesickness starts to invade and commandeer my thinkings.
I am so deeply experienced the importance and happiness with family.
I am reminiscing moments with my family members, chit chatting with mum, frolicking with my brother, debating about certain issue with my dad etc.
Sometimes I am so depressed and weary to see no one at home.
The feeling of loneliness was so strong and fervent until it almost besieged my mind.
I feel insecure without my parents, I feel I have lost my childish character without my brother.
Life is incessant work and studies here
What's my authentic self ?
You would only feel belonged when you are back to your hometown
With familiar breeze wafting across your face,embracing you with warmth and console you with its harmonious music.
That's why we are at home.
Your pensive thinkings will be ceased in torrential.
Your desolate heart will be full-filled.
Your exhausted mind will be replenished.