有没有想过
在你的生命走向死亡的时候，
那时候的你会是怎样的？
是快乐的，还是遗憾，还是愤怒，还是怨恨？
有没有想过
未来的你过的是什么人生？
大富大贵， 奢华糜烂，简单乐活 还是碌碌无为？
在这一顷刻
让你为自己来个自我评估
摈弃那些凡夫俗节，或者世人的眼光与审判
评估你现在对你所做的一切事物与态度
以后你的人生是否会像你所想像般美好与幸福？
你如今的选择是否会让你以后的人生无悔？
如果答案是随着你的心走的“是”
那么恭喜你
你会是快乐的
不管你现在快乐与否，你和你的心会一直联系在一起
因为你在用心去体验人生
我们的人生
从来不需要别人的掌声
我们需要
从来都是自己给自己的掌声
真正的人生
是心走出来的人生
是与世界联系的人生
你不会去怨恨世界不给予你的一切
反而感恩那在你身上撒下的苦和泪
因为知足所以乐活
在这一点上
不管你的人生是物质还是心理层面
你是乐活的人
但
不要用自己的眼光
去审判别人的生活快不快乐
我们永远没有这份资格
我们可以选择帮助
但不是自我定夺
生活的快乐点
在于你是否知足
你拥有的什么
你奋斗为的是什么
等价交换
从来不是值得考量的事
Tuesday, November 5, 2013
Sunday, November 3, 2013
Homesickness
It had been three months staying out station ,which is the longest time ever I'm not at home.
Apparently, homesickness starts to invade and commandeer my thinkings.
I am so deeply experienced the importance and happiness with family.
I am reminiscing moments with my family members, chit chatting with mum, frolicking with my brother, debating about certain issue with my dad etc.
Sometimes I am so depressed and weary to see no one at home.
The feeling of loneliness was so strong and fervent until it almost besieged my mind.
I feel insecure without my parents, I feel I have lost my childish character without my brother.
Life is incessant work and studies here
What's my authentic self ?
You would only feel belonged when you are back to your hometown
With familiar breeze wafting across your face,embracing you with warmth and console you with its harmonious music.
That's why we are at home.
Your pensive thinkings will be ceased in torrential.
Your desolate heart will be full-filled.
Your exhausted mind will be replenished.
Apparently, homesickness starts to invade and commandeer my thinkings.
I am so deeply experienced the importance and happiness with family.
I am reminiscing moments with my family members, chit chatting with mum, frolicking with my brother, debating about certain issue with my dad etc.
Sometimes I am so depressed and weary to see no one at home.
The feeling of loneliness was so strong and fervent until it almost besieged my mind.
I feel insecure without my parents, I feel I have lost my childish character without my brother.
Life is incessant work and studies here
What's my authentic self ?
You would only feel belonged when you are back to your hometown
With familiar breeze wafting across your face,embracing you with warmth and console you with its harmonious music.
That's why we are at home.
Your pensive thinkings will be ceased in torrential.
Your desolate heart will be full-filled.
Your exhausted mind will be replenished.
What will today be after one year ?
We promised to ourselves,
Give me one year, I would change my life, I would earn more money, i would be a millionaire ,etc...
One year seemed like a long time and far journey from now
Anyway, it seemed, but It might not.
One year could be another kind of motivation or else a bullshit of excuses
Sometimes,we take advantages on it
We tend to delay and procrastinate our time
We tend to relax ourself and escort from the problem
We tend not to start planning our future and allow this kind of laziness interfere ,deprive, maneuver and besieged our life inadvertently.
We are losing our chances to ascend to the pinnacle of our life incessantly .
As time goes by,
When the one year had reached
You may be blanched with the result
Regretful with what you have done
Gaunted and angered with your blunder
However, it's just too late
Give me one year, I would change my life, I would earn more money, i would be a millionaire ,etc...
One year seemed like a long time and far journey from now
Anyway, it seemed, but It might not.
One year could be another kind of motivation or else a bullshit of excuses
Sometimes,we take advantages on it
We tend to delay and procrastinate our time
We tend to relax ourself and escort from the problem
We tend not to start planning our future and allow this kind of laziness interfere ,deprive, maneuver and besieged our life inadvertently.
We are losing our chances to ascend to the pinnacle of our life incessantly .
As time goes by,
When the one year had reached
You may be blanched with the result
Regretful with what you have done
Gaunted and angered with your blunder
However, it's just too late
Thursday, July 25, 2013
Life In Kl
It had been more than 10 days for me to stay in Puchong and study in Taylor's college Subang Jaya.Due to Internet service problem,I had no chance to update my blog and share my feelings out here.It was really challenging staying here and you must be able to face with those unexpected situations,haha!This process would really make your life turning into a more independent way,changing your attitude and personality,enriching your experiences and mind,guiding you to look at things with another perspective,improving your life skills and so on.
At the beginning part of this journey,I couldnt adapt to this brand new environment so far which turned my life into maelstorm.I was kinda ambivalent and helpless at first.Imagine what was going on with your life when you had no one to handle your meals,set your budget,provide you transportation and so on.You would have to do this all by yourself,it was kinda hard for me.Luckily I was surrounded by my friends whom helped me a lot in starting a new life,became my study partners and etc.Friends are really the ones whom you can rely on when you are far away from your sweet and darling home.
How about study?You would definitely feel stressful here as almost every scholar studied every day,every morning in the library,even before the teachers started their lessons.I had to study every day so that i was able to understand the lesson taught,especially biology.A level is more about independent study,you will no longer meet spoon-feeding teachers in A-level,you have to use other resources well and effectively to understand the concepts,theories and more.
That's all about my life
At the beginning part of this journey,I couldnt adapt to this brand new environment so far which turned my life into maelstorm.I was kinda ambivalent and helpless at first.Imagine what was going on with your life when you had no one to handle your meals,set your budget,provide you transportation and so on.You would have to do this all by yourself,it was kinda hard for me.Luckily I was surrounded by my friends whom helped me a lot in starting a new life,became my study partners and etc.Friends are really the ones whom you can rely on when you are far away from your sweet and darling home.
How about study?You would definitely feel stressful here as almost every scholar studied every day,every morning in the library,even before the teachers started their lessons.I had to study every day so that i was able to understand the lesson taught,especially biology.A level is more about independent study,you will no longer meet spoon-feeding teachers in A-level,you have to use other resources well and effectively to understand the concepts,theories and more.
That's all about my life
Thursday, July 11, 2013
我会哭，可是我不会放弃
累的时候
撑着的时候
我会哭泣
我会崩溃
我会流泪
但
我不会放弃
因为这是我的选择
我清楚明白
我的人生，由我的抉择形成
我会面对的一切
是必然的
我看到的荆棘
是为了让我明白成功需要经历失败而铸成的
我的泪水
会使我冷静
我会加油
因为
那只羊
在学会长大
撑着的时候
我会哭泣
我会崩溃
我会流泪
但
我不会放弃
因为这是我的选择
我清楚明白
我的人生，由我的抉择形成
我会面对的一切
是必然的
我看到的荆棘
是为了让我明白成功需要经历失败而铸成的
我的泪水
会使我冷静
我会加油
因为
那只羊
在学会长大
本以为可以潇洒地说再见
时间一直溜走，我却没有发现，日复一日，终于我要离开了
本以为自己已经做好心理准备去面对之后的挑战
本以为自己已经做好离开，与思念抗战的打算
一切的本以为
在这一天的到来，或是前夕被击碎
还是抗拒不了思念的力量
我一个依赖性很重的人，却又敏感
只要我找到一个我认为可以靠，可以信任的人，我会完全地依赖着，依赖着他给予的力量
但，为了不让自己受伤
在我查觉此人有一丝的冷漠或是不理睬
我就会逃离，
可是现在我要离开了，离开自己的保护壳
一直以来，别人担心我，现在，我必须懂得担心自己，保护自己，学会坚强
必须勇敢，成长起来，面对一切的陌生，一切的障碍
我会害怕，会迷茫
但，只有坚持，我才会活出人性的辉煌
一直以来
我肩负着别人的期望
虽然压力，
可是我甘愿
辛苦而来的东西可是苦尽甘来
我必须长大
这是成功的因素
我必须坚持
我必须勇敢
我必须学会看透一切的东西
我必须拼劲全力
但
苦难挫折却无法抹去我的笑容
因为
抬起天空
我会看见，在我的背后还有那股友谊的力量
也许，他们飘散在四方
但，那股动力
会让我鼓起勇气，擦干自己的眼泪，爬起来
我一直都是脆弱的
但
为了我爱的人
尽管受伤，我会咬紧牙关走下去
希望
我累了，还有会让我躺下来
本以为自己已经做好心理准备去面对之后的挑战
本以为自己已经做好离开，与思念抗战的打算
一切的本以为
在这一天的到来，或是前夕被击碎
还是抗拒不了思念的力量
我一个依赖性很重的人，却又敏感
只要我找到一个我认为可以靠，可以信任的人，我会完全地依赖着，依赖着他给予的力量
但，为了不让自己受伤
在我查觉此人有一丝的冷漠或是不理睬
我就会逃离，
可是现在我要离开了，离开自己的保护壳
一直以来，别人担心我，现在，我必须懂得担心自己，保护自己，学会坚强
必须勇敢，成长起来，面对一切的陌生，一切的障碍
我会害怕，会迷茫
但，只有坚持，我才会活出人性的辉煌
一直以来
我肩负着别人的期望
虽然压力，
可是我甘愿
辛苦而来的东西可是苦尽甘来
我必须长大
这是成功的因素
我必须坚持
我必须勇敢
我必须学会看透一切的东西
我必须拼劲全力
但
苦难挫折却无法抹去我的笑容
因为
抬起天空
我会看见，在我的背后还有那股友谊的力量
也许，他们飘散在四方
但，那股动力
会让我鼓起勇气，擦干自己的眼泪，爬起来
我一直都是脆弱的
但
为了我爱的人
尽管受伤，我会咬紧牙关走下去
希望
我累了，还有会让我躺下来
Friday, June 21, 2013
Letter
Grandpa:
I went for dinner tonight in Yong Hua Restaurant and I bought fried chicken for the first time since I was back from National Service.My habit had changed and it was totally different with what I had when I was young.The memories flowed out of my recesses of mind and made me recollected the moments with you. I still remembered that you preferred its famous fish head porridge Time had passed in the blink of eyes and memories had disappeared gradually.
How long from now since you were gone?I couldnt recollect it well.Haha! I was so addicted to sweets since I was small.What I usually did was stealing sweets from refrigerator stealthily which I thought no one had seen it,but unfortunately,you did it always.You were often irritated and what was the ramification?I was scolded and this perturbed me.You were very strict and stringent to me at that time.However,I realised the benefits now.If you werent controlling me well,I guessed I had suffered from diabetes by now.I could not hear any scolding words from you anymore and advices from you had skimped off from my live.
The moment when you suffered from stroke seemed so shocking news for me. Watching a person from quivering to shivering,from talking lots to groaning and becoming silence seemed so unforgetable to me.Your face turned pale,sweats rolling down your cheek like rain flowing in its gutter,you were trying to unleash your agony but you couldnt.It was so sufferable and torturing.Since then,I could no longer hear your voice as you were only managed to give off some sound like a baby who were about start to learn some words.
That was the moment which I reminisced the most after you had become silence.After moving to a brand new house,you indulged yourself in gardening.The poor and lacking land had now become an invigorate and lively garden with your hands ,sweats and determination.Grandma always scolded you when you spent lots of your time to build a long but narrow pathway across the land. Sometimes,I could not understand too.Laying the bricks and rocks you had collected one by one no matter how old you were and how much time you had spent seemed so squaring time to me.Obviously,this had helped people who lived in the opposite site of land a lot as they wouldnt need to turn a big round to come here.You were the one who comforted me a lot while I was sad and moody.Your big hands were so warm and this feeling filled and softened my heart,it was like a cuddle.We often sit in the round-swing and watched the starry night together.Although you could not speak out your mind,sitting beside and accompanying me was really enough to me.
I was having exam at that time.Or I finished it?I had forgotten.I was rushed to hospital and mum told me that you were waiting for me. Wearing a mask over my mouth,disinfecting my hands,putting on the purple coat.I entered ICU,full of medicine smell.Observing your swollen body,I had nothing to say.Numerous questions popping out in my mind.Grandma told me that you had been waiting for me since morning.I could not control my tears anymore .Crying,wailing and holding your hands.Vaguely,there were some droplets at the side of your eyes.I had reached by your side finally.Driblets of life had slipped across your hands and body slowly and slowly.This process left a significant remark in my mind till today.Hovering between living and death seemed so miserable.You winced.Definitely it was painful.What daunting was the pain would spread over your body and conquered your conscious.
That was the first time I dealing and facing death in my life.So helpless and hopeless.Leaves from tree of living had turned yellowish, dropped onto the ground one by one,however it would ultimately swept away by a cleaner,new and fresh leaves would replace it.I could not think it that further so I was just crying and crying.
We could not stop the flowing of death in our life
May no one dies,may no new life forms.
We only live once
But if you do it right,once is enough-MaeWest
The precious but unforgettable lessons you had brought.
Are you fine and peaceful in heaven?
I'm sure you are as it's a place free from sufferings.
Although you were only nanny to me since I was small,you were the exact Grandpa for me.Ah Gong
That was what I want to say.
Ming yi.
I went for dinner tonight in Yong Hua Restaurant and I bought fried chicken for the first time since I was back from National Service.My habit had changed and it was totally different with what I had when I was young.The memories flowed out of my recesses of mind and made me recollected the moments with you. I still remembered that you preferred its famous fish head porridge Time had passed in the blink of eyes and memories had disappeared gradually.
How long from now since you were gone?I couldnt recollect it well.Haha! I was so addicted to sweets since I was small.What I usually did was stealing sweets from refrigerator stealthily which I thought no one had seen it,but unfortunately,you did it always.You were often irritated and what was the ramification?I was scolded and this perturbed me.You were very strict and stringent to me at that time.However,I realised the benefits now.If you werent controlling me well,I guessed I had suffered from diabetes by now.I could not hear any scolding words from you anymore and advices from you had skimped off from my live.
The moment when you suffered from stroke seemed so shocking news for me. Watching a person from quivering to shivering,from talking lots to groaning and becoming silence seemed so unforgetable to me.Your face turned pale,sweats rolling down your cheek like rain flowing in its gutter,you were trying to unleash your agony but you couldnt.It was so sufferable and torturing.Since then,I could no longer hear your voice as you were only managed to give off some sound like a baby who were about start to learn some words.
That was the moment which I reminisced the most after you had become silence.After moving to a brand new house,you indulged yourself in gardening.The poor and lacking land had now become an invigorate and lively garden with your hands ,sweats and determination.Grandma always scolded you when you spent lots of your time to build a long but narrow pathway across the land. Sometimes,I could not understand too.Laying the bricks and rocks you had collected one by one no matter how old you were and how much time you had spent seemed so squaring time to me.Obviously,this had helped people who lived in the opposite site of land a lot as they wouldnt need to turn a big round to come here.You were the one who comforted me a lot while I was sad and moody.Your big hands were so warm and this feeling filled and softened my heart,it was like a cuddle.We often sit in the round-swing and watched the starry night together.Although you could not speak out your mind,sitting beside and accompanying me was really enough to me.
I was having exam at that time.Or I finished it?I had forgotten.I was rushed to hospital and mum told me that you were waiting for me. Wearing a mask over my mouth,disinfecting my hands,putting on the purple coat.I entered ICU,full of medicine smell.Observing your swollen body,I had nothing to say.Numerous questions popping out in my mind.Grandma told me that you had been waiting for me since morning.I could not control my tears anymore .Crying,wailing and holding your hands.Vaguely,there were some droplets at the side of your eyes.I had reached by your side finally.Driblets of life had slipped across your hands and body slowly and slowly.This process left a significant remark in my mind till today.Hovering between living and death seemed so miserable.You winced.Definitely it was painful.What daunting was the pain would spread over your body and conquered your conscious.
That was the first time I dealing and facing death in my life.So helpless and hopeless.Leaves from tree of living had turned yellowish, dropped onto the ground one by one,however it would ultimately swept away by a cleaner,new and fresh leaves would replace it.I could not think it that further so I was just crying and crying.
We could not stop the flowing of death in our life
May no one dies,may no new life forms.
We only live once
But if you do it right,once is enough-MaeWest
The precious but unforgettable lessons you had brought.
Are you fine and peaceful in heaven?
I'm sure you are as it's a place free from sufferings.
Although you were only nanny to me since I was small,you were the exact Grandpa for me.Ah Gong
That was what I want to say.
Ming yi.
Monday, June 3, 2013
Travelling Journal to Krabi
It was a very rushing journey ever as there was only one day for me enough to pack my luggage after back from KL.I was so afraid that my clothes and inner wearings wouldnt able to dry in such a short period,but luckily it did.We stayed in Hatyai for one night.What shocked me before I reached Hatya was my cousin had not book any room in Krabi or Hatyai.He frightened my little niece as if she had to stay in temple if no room was available.This perturbed her totally.There was a famous night market in Hatyai but we stopped there only for 30 minutes as someone was quarrelling and fighting there which seemed so apprehensive to us.We refused to get involved in such nuisance.
On the next day,around 3 or 4 hours for us to reach Krabi with the help of GPS.Fine,we have to look for hotel again.The lessons I have gained from this process was,we musnt believe fully the information from Internet.The price of rooms from net was much cheaper than its exact value.Do not judge the book by its cover.Comparing to the size of swimming pool,location of hotel,presence of parking lot,I more concerned in free wifi....I was so desperate for the using of internet as if I have lost contact with my society.Free wifi is indispendable,needy and necessary!Fortunately,we found one of them which suited all the requirement of us.The family room was so big and the view was so scenary.We faced the trees and the garden although this caused lots of mosquitoes flying in the room.
Snorkelling is an indispendable activity in such Island.The sea looked so beautiful,sky-blue colour and the beating of tides was so rhythmic and calmful.I could feel the sea breeze ruffled my hair.The view was so surreal,gregarious and I love it fervently.That was the beauty of nature which transcended the artificial human work much and much.There is always a rapport liasion between human being and natural environment as I always believe.The purpose of preservation and conservation is to maintain the harmony and balance in it.Who could imagine the power of nature when it was in agony and anger when human has deprived its rignt?Who could believe that what hidden in the back of natural beauty was tonnes of victim who had died in Tsunami?
It was too serious topic I thought.The wafting of sea breeze looked so serene and it had totally filled my sensual organ.I was so tremendously happy and all my vexation had thrown away from my mind promptly.It was like natural transquilizer which made me mull over my complicating mind and cease my problems temporary.Thats why I love sea.Although the beauty of Krabi wasnt incomparable with Koh Li Peh,I have also found my inner solace with the warmth from cuddle of nature which is always invigorate.
On the next day,around 3 or 4 hours for us to reach Krabi with the help of GPS.Fine,we have to look for hotel again.The lessons I have gained from this process was,we musnt believe fully the information from Internet.The price of rooms from net was much cheaper than its exact value.Do not judge the book by its cover.Comparing to the size of swimming pool,location of hotel,presence of parking lot,I more concerned in free wifi....I was so desperate for the using of internet as if I have lost contact with my society.Free wifi is indispendable,needy and necessary!Fortunately,we found one of them which suited all the requirement of us.The family room was so big and the view was so scenary.We faced the trees and the garden although this caused lots of mosquitoes flying in the room.
Snorkelling is an indispendable activity in such Island.The sea looked so beautiful,sky-blue colour and the beating of tides was so rhythmic and calmful.I could feel the sea breeze ruffled my hair.The view was so surreal,gregarious and I love it fervently.That was the beauty of nature which transcended the artificial human work much and much.There is always a rapport liasion between human being and natural environment as I always believe.The purpose of preservation and conservation is to maintain the harmony and balance in it.Who could imagine the power of nature when it was in agony and anger when human has deprived its rignt?Who could believe that what hidden in the back of natural beauty was tonnes of victim who had died in Tsunami?
It was too serious topic I thought.The wafting of sea breeze looked so serene and it had totally filled my sensual organ.I was so tremendously happy and all my vexation had thrown away from my mind promptly.It was like natural transquilizer which made me mull over my complicating mind and cease my problems temporary.Thats why I love sea.Although the beauty of Krabi wasnt incomparable with Koh Li Peh,I have also found my inner solace with the warmth from cuddle of nature which is always invigorate.
Friday, May 24, 2013
Bye my friends
朋友真的要离开了，陆陆续续地，明天，后天，未来的一个月，恐怕要一直面对这些事实吧！
有些很真切，深厚的友谊，若你不珍惜，真的会悄悄离去的，不留痕迹的。
蓦然发现有些身旁的朋友真的陪伴了我好久，有些甚至10年，14年
我们一起长大，一起看着彼此成长，这些年的变化，友谊就是最深的证明
眼下的未来应该很难再找到待我真切，包容的朋友了吧
想起你们很久很久才能回来，不免有些失落
如今，就剩我一个人在这里，以后你们都忙了，忙着适应新生活，orientation， 谈心应该也没空吧
其实说你们忙，过了一个月后的我，才是那个忙着打拼的我，很少主动找你们联络的我
你们见证过我拼考试，学业的蛮劲吧，哈哈
我的故乡，其实很简单，有时连出去找食物吃也不知吃什么，吃完了
可是，在我的记忆里，它很美，因为这里蕴藏了我与家人的美好，与朋友一起长大的回忆
你们，要好好加油
大家迈向的路不同，分道扬镳，就是这个意思吧
我们似乎已在人生的十字路口，做了重大的决定
让我们带着这股冲劲，向前迈进吧
但，累了
疲惫了
午夜梦回的时候
想起我们一起相处的点滴吧
寻梦的路一定是异常艰辛的
很多时候都要我们一个人自己承担
别忘了，照顾好自己，常笑吧！
Its so unbearable to leave you all
I'm feeling too sad to let go
However,that is the pathway we picked,we chose during our hesitation moment in life
Blessings are the only things I can give as your good friend
Sincerely praying that you all can catch your own dream,flying in the blue sky you created
When you are tired and having mind to give up
Dont forget the passion you put in and encouragement we given
Maybe It cant solve your problems
But it can relief your pain,soothe your mood
Like a car,when it is refuel,it will definitely gain its power to move on
Despite all the thorns ,welcoming the roses
Be brave and take care
Thanks for the care you given
Just remember
There will always a NEO MING YI, crazy woman who always laughing non stop
有些很真切，深厚的友谊，若你不珍惜，真的会悄悄离去的，不留痕迹的。
蓦然发现有些身旁的朋友真的陪伴了我好久，有些甚至10年，14年
我们一起长大，一起看着彼此成长，这些年的变化，友谊就是最深的证明
眼下的未来应该很难再找到待我真切，包容的朋友了吧
想起你们很久很久才能回来，不免有些失落
如今，就剩我一个人在这里，以后你们都忙了，忙着适应新生活，orientation， 谈心应该也没空吧
其实说你们忙，过了一个月后的我，才是那个忙着打拼的我，很少主动找你们联络的我
你们见证过我拼考试，学业的蛮劲吧，哈哈
我的故乡，其实很简单，有时连出去找食物吃也不知吃什么，吃完了
可是，在我的记忆里，它很美，因为这里蕴藏了我与家人的美好，与朋友一起长大的回忆
你们，要好好加油
大家迈向的路不同，分道扬镳，就是这个意思吧
我们似乎已在人生的十字路口，做了重大的决定
让我们带着这股冲劲，向前迈进吧
但，累了
疲惫了
午夜梦回的时候
想起我们一起相处的点滴吧
寻梦的路一定是异常艰辛的
很多时候都要我们一个人自己承担
别忘了，照顾好自己，常笑吧！
Its so unbearable to leave you all
I'm feeling too sad to let go
However,that is the pathway we picked,we chose during our hesitation moment in life
Blessings are the only things I can give as your good friend
Sincerely praying that you all can catch your own dream,flying in the blue sky you created
When you are tired and having mind to give up
Dont forget the passion you put in and encouragement we given
Maybe It cant solve your problems
But it can relief your pain,soothe your mood
Like a car,when it is refuel,it will definitely gain its power to move on
Despite all the thorns ,welcoming the roses
Be brave and take care
Thanks for the care you given
Just remember
There will always a NEO MING YI, crazy woman who always laughing non stop
Sunday, May 19, 2013
我在这里找到第一道生活的阳光
已经有三个月了吧,成绩的公布到现在,七月才上学的我,现在除了幼儿园以外,就是发霉的躯体.
为了打发时间,就拼命看看读读一些励志,生活的一些书籍.
我不喜欢小说,生活哲学性,思考性,甚至是真实社会故事的书籍才是我的最爱
在这里,书海里,我找到生活的第一道阳光
每一页,虽然要花蛮多精力与时间消化它,思考它,但对我而言,那是摄取它的精华
生活哲学性的书籍,没有办法像漫画般在几个小时内就可以全数看完,它是一瓶红酒,酝酿得越
久,酒香才华浓郁,芬芳.
我得到许多生活正面的启发
对梦想的坚持,努力的代价,生活的品茗,乐活的乐趣
运用它,为我的生活照耀了一道阳光,改变了对挑战,压力,困难的一些看法
生活,就是为了人生而活,享受生活,才是为生活努力最大的收获
为了打发时间,就拼命看看读读一些励志,生活的一些书籍.
我不喜欢小说,生活哲学性,思考性,甚至是真实社会故事的书籍才是我的最爱
在这里,书海里,我找到生活的第一道阳光
每一页,虽然要花蛮多精力与时间消化它,思考它,但对我而言,那是摄取它的精华
生活哲学性的书籍,没有办法像漫画般在几个小时内就可以全数看完,它是一瓶红酒,酝酿得越
久,酒香才华浓郁,芬芳.
我得到许多生活正面的启发
对梦想的坚持,努力的代价,生活的品茗,乐活的乐趣
运用它,为我的生活照耀了一道阳光,改变了对挑战,压力,困难的一些看法
生活,就是为了人生而活,享受生活,才是为生活努力最大的收获
Friday, May 10, 2013
Tuesday, May 7, 2013
Wings to fly
We are born to fly high in our own blue and wide sky,across the golden and blooming paddy field.There is always a pair of wings for everyone of us,but the problem is,are you ready to fly?Are you willing to fly towards your dream,fight against the fear which conquered your heart and the affliction and agony from your surroundings?There is nothing done without enthusiam,a quote which I picked from my favourite book,The monk who sold his ferrari.Passion and interest help to build up your courage to endure those challenging moments and temporary pain.Someone may be afraid with what they chose and wondering if their decision have been made correctly or not.However, there is always people stated,what really important in your fighting journey for your dream is enjoying the process and circumstances,but not the result.At least,we had tried hard,fought before and worked with our tears and sweat.We would cry and wail,but remember,there isnt any path of success been created without hard work and sad tears.Dont hide your wings intently anymore,let it spreading out beautifully,powerfully yet gracefully.You will not regret in your deathbed if you have worked it out
Saturday, May 4, 2013
Separating...Life is still going on
2months ago,we were distributed with our SPM result slips.Some of us were amazed,fascinated by what we got,i'm the one of them,meanwhile there were others unsatisfied and disappointed too.No matter how,it had ended.No matter how we felt with it,life is still going on ,time is passing like a mountain stream flows through leafy forest,rivers to the sea continuosly.I guess everyone is searching for their future,fighting for dream now.We are separated according to our needs,regardless our desire,despite our will.When Matriculation batch is leaving on 27th of May,whom stays in alor star will be those Bursary batch,Jpa batch and form 6 batch.It's really hard for us to meet again and reunite.No one dies with his/her possessions.What accompanies us along our life journey are only sweet memories during our teenage years.Do appreciate it so much,a precious gift granted by God for me when I was growing up.It's so sad and unbearable to leave my friends and family,my little hometown.However,there is one principle stated' Life is a dice of games,the more risks you take,the more successful you are'It's time for me to leave my home of security and create some fundamental shift in my life.
Tuesday, April 23, 2013
Working at kindergarden
I never thought that I could deal with kids ever, be tolerant with their playful acts and even played with them before.I even considered that I'm not going to have kids in future as they were so playful,childish,noisy and even scary!It was such unbelievable that i'm able to stay in kindergarden for 15days and more.Such unforgetable experience would be kept in the bliss of my my mind forever as precious lesson while I working.It taught me how to be patient and considerate with others just like what Emerson said,'Without the rich heart,wealth is ugly beggar'.Kids are not our children,they are sons or daughters of Life's longing for himself.The way of teaching ,nurturing and instilling them good altitudes in the process of modelling them to become a good individual was also another lesson I have learnt.Seized this golden opportunity to improve myself,to train myself and to stablize my inner personality.
Kids do cute.They are small,young,energized,optimistic,pure,innocent and also joyful.Everything in their world is colourful and fun to them.They spent their childhood to discover the mystery hidden in the world.You know how desperate they are to grow up?There was one time when i was playing with them,comparing my palm with theirs,i said,"You need to grow up bigger so that you will have same size of palm like me."They answered,"I will eat a lot so that I can grow faster and taller."I smiled for their innocence.However,deeply in my heart,I did not wish that.I hoped that they could be young and 4 years old forever.Their mind wouldnt be polluted by this competitive and realistic world,their heart wouldnt be stressful because of pressure acting by this fast-paced and speedy society.I knew it was impossible.No one could buy their childhood,their passing blinking time.Early childhood education played such important role in nurturing them as it taught the living basic and helped to develop their physical and mental abilities,not only ABC.and 123.
I love this kindergarden ,TZU CHI KINDERGARDEN.I love their way of teaching,the teachers,the kids.Those memories of playing sand with them,singing with them,playing with them,telling them stories,allowing them to plant the first kiss on my cheek,eating with them,holding their small hands,bringing them to toilet which felt awkward to me,watching them taking spaceship to Fruit and Vegetables Planet,decorating the living room for them,wearing animal hat for them,acting cute at them and etc would be planted deeply in my mind.I would never forget the kids who were like my own siblings.It was a miracle that I did not get annoyed or shout loudly when they did something wrongly or out of control.They dig out my childish and playful side.Mesmerizing my cooking toys.How long did I not take out and have a look at it?It was quite tiring and exhausting working at kindergarden as STORY-TELLER or NANNY ,but I did appreciate much.Although I couldnot have my frequent tea-time or morning break regularly,I have decided to continue it until the time comes.I guess I will definitely feel sad and unbearable to leave the kids in the end.Sincerely hope that they will remember me,Sister Ming yi in their life journey of discovering their own interest and pursuing their dream.Zhi Shawn,Jun Ji,Michelle,Ethan,Habe,Chanel,Ee Think,Qi An,Shu Hui,Je Xuan,Qing Fei,Zhi Jing,Fractenal twins(Wei En and Wei Xuan).Love you all always.The first batch 4 years old students of Tzu Chi Kindergarden.
Kids do cute.They are small,young,energized,optimistic,pure,innocent and also joyful.Everything in their world is colourful and fun to them.They spent their childhood to discover the mystery hidden in the world.You know how desperate they are to grow up?There was one time when i was playing with them,comparing my palm with theirs,i said,"You need to grow up bigger so that you will have same size of palm like me."They answered,"I will eat a lot so that I can grow faster and taller."I smiled for their innocence.However,deeply in my heart,I did not wish that.I hoped that they could be young and 4 years old forever.Their mind wouldnt be polluted by this competitive and realistic world,their heart wouldnt be stressful because of pressure acting by this fast-paced and speedy society.I knew it was impossible.No one could buy their childhood,their passing blinking time.Early childhood education played such important role in nurturing them as it taught the living basic and helped to develop their physical and mental abilities,not only ABC.and 123.
I love this kindergarden ,TZU CHI KINDERGARDEN.I love their way of teaching,the teachers,the kids.Those memories of playing sand with them,singing with them,playing with them,telling them stories,allowing them to plant the first kiss on my cheek,eating with them,holding their small hands,bringing them to toilet which felt awkward to me,watching them taking spaceship to Fruit and Vegetables Planet,decorating the living room for them,wearing animal hat for them,acting cute at them and etc would be planted deeply in my mind.I would never forget the kids who were like my own siblings.It was a miracle that I did not get annoyed or shout loudly when they did something wrongly or out of control.They dig out my childish and playful side.Mesmerizing my cooking toys.How long did I not take out and have a look at it?It was quite tiring and exhausting working at kindergarden as STORY-TELLER or NANNY ,but I did appreciate much.Although I couldnot have my frequent tea-time or morning break regularly,I have decided to continue it until the time comes.I guess I will definitely feel sad and unbearable to leave the kids in the end.Sincerely hope that they will remember me,Sister Ming yi in their life journey of discovering their own interest and pursuing their dream.Zhi Shawn,Jun Ji,Michelle,Ethan,Habe,Chanel,Ee Think,Qi An,Shu Hui,Je Xuan,Qing Fei,Zhi Jing,Fractenal twins(Wei En and Wei Xuan).Love you all always.The first batch 4 years old students of Tzu Chi Kindergarden.
Saturday, April 6, 2013
埋葬的纯真
知道自己即将前往一个全新陌生的环境
纵然心中有万般不愿意
为了前途，为了理想，买进！！！
也知道
也是时候我该完全独立，成熟了
这日子比兵营更难熬
没有父母亲每时每刻的陪伴
没有老师的指导
就像是在茫茫大海中漂浮的浮木
即将认识的新朋友与一同前往的同伴是给予我浮力的来源
而勇气与自信是船桨
自我保护与冷漠是帆布
我必须选择冷漠与冷静
骨子里压抑的另一面即将诞生
而我
亦不会轻易把纯真的那一面表现出来
就让别人觉得我
看似虽然常笑，八面玲珑
可实际却是冷面笑将吧
我的纯真
也只有我的中学朋友，兵营朋友，很要好的新朋友会瞧见了
纵然心中有万般不愿意
为了前途，为了理想，买进！！！
也知道
也是时候我该完全独立，成熟了
这日子比兵营更难熬
没有父母亲每时每刻的陪伴
没有老师的指导
就像是在茫茫大海中漂浮的浮木
即将认识的新朋友与一同前往的同伴是给予我浮力的来源
而勇气与自信是船桨
自我保护与冷漠是帆布
我必须选择冷漠与冷静
骨子里压抑的另一面即将诞生
而我
亦不会轻易把纯真的那一面表现出来
就让别人觉得我
看似虽然常笑，八面玲珑
可实际却是冷面笑将吧
我的纯真
也只有我的中学朋友，兵营朋友，很要好的新朋友会瞧见了
Thursday, March 28, 2013
其实
其实我早已明白
只是你一直认为我不懂
其实我早已领悟
只是你一直认为我参不透
其实我早已发现
我只是在等着真相
其实我什么都懂
只是我不愿意相信
现在
我什么都明白
也很感谢你让我清楚
当中的不适和与矛盾
不过
这早已过去
只是你一直认为我不懂
其实我早已领悟
只是你一直认为我参不透
其实我早已发现
我只是在等着真相
其实我什么都懂
只是我不愿意相信
现在
我什么都明白
也很感谢你让我清楚
当中的不适和与矛盾
不过
这早已过去
Wednesday, March 27, 2013
Future is an unknown
Future is some sort an unknown.
Uncertain,unsure, full of possibilities.
Maybe by now i'm standing now,the next i may die or what.(I'm not cursing myself)
This made me afraid,I feel insecure of it.
Frankly,i dont have much confidence of myself that i can still remain myself in future
Living in this world is so stressed
How to describe this world?Realistic,cruel and competitive
The bigger you grow up,the more realistic you are forced to be.
Living in this world,we have to be careful,caution of the traps placed surrounding ourself.
We have to wear our masks, a way to protect ourself from getting injured.
I afraid ,i may become very cold in the future.
I scare,i may lost my original personality in the future.
I wish i can live in the present always,But i know,cant
I'm still girl,how can the world force me to be a mature lady?
But i have to do that ASAP
To welcome my new life in KL,such a noisy city
Although i dont even like it.
What made me chose that was my future
What made me to believe myself that i could free from temptation was my spirit to study,to learn
I will try
Let's see
Uncertain,unsure, full of possibilities.
Maybe by now i'm standing now,the next i may die or what.(I'm not cursing myself)
This made me afraid,I feel insecure of it.
Frankly,i dont have much confidence of myself that i can still remain myself in future
Living in this world is so stressed
How to describe this world?Realistic,cruel and competitive
The bigger you grow up,the more realistic you are forced to be.
Living in this world,we have to be careful,caution of the traps placed surrounding ourself.
We have to wear our masks, a way to protect ourself from getting injured.
I afraid ,i may become very cold in the future.
I scare,i may lost my original personality in the future.
I wish i can live in the present always,But i know,cant
I'm still girl,how can the world force me to be a mature lady?
But i have to do that ASAP
To welcome my new life in KL,such a noisy city
Although i dont even like it.
What made me chose that was my future
What made me to believe myself that i could free from temptation was my spirit to study,to learn
I will try
Let's see
Monday, March 25, 2013
疑惑，烦恼，前进
前一篇，我沮丧，我生气，我烦恼，我怀疑，我迷惑，我苦恼
但
我明白到
所有的一切，只因为沉迷过去，逃避未来
过去太美好，因此我们眷念，我们无法摆脱它的魔掌
未来无知，我们无法掌握，这社会太多问题，所以我们恐惧，逃避
冷静下来过后
过去再怎样美好，我都已经离开，也没有机会回头
中五太辉煌，它给予我人生最璀璨的光辉
从30多名，慢慢攀爬，最后抵达了人生的第一名，摆脱了老师口中的二奶命
从被无视，被忽略，最后在跆拳道里夺得了属于自己的掌声，自己的舞台，自己的自信
从压力，抑郁，紧绷，崩溃，最后在朋友的怀抱里渐渐从阴影走出来，轻松，解脱。
这就是我的中学中五生涯，太美好，太苦尽甘来
于是我不想前进，只想在原地，不想再回到忙碌的过去
但
想想
是否我的人生就只有辉煌的那么一次？
人因梦想而伟大
如果我连自己的梦想都质疑了
我就不过在浪费时间
我就是犹豫不决，缺乏自信
到最后
一事无成
平淡很幸福
但我要在平淡中创造光芒
创造属于自己的天空
我会烦恼
但现在我不想再烦恼
我只要好好地角逐自己的未来就好
人家说什么，他家的事
我要前进，我要赶紧处理好自己的负面情绪
然后迈进，尽管路有多么辛苦，我都会坚强走下去
因为我要成为女强人！
再怎么痛，我会忍下来
再怎么辛苦孤独，我会吞下去，因为我有亲爱的朋友与家人！
但
我明白到
所有的一切，只因为沉迷过去，逃避未来
过去太美好，因此我们眷念，我们无法摆脱它的魔掌
未来无知，我们无法掌握，这社会太多问题，所以我们恐惧，逃避
冷静下来过后
过去再怎样美好，我都已经离开，也没有机会回头
中五太辉煌，它给予我人生最璀璨的光辉
从30多名，慢慢攀爬，最后抵达了人生的第一名，摆脱了老师口中的二奶命
从被无视，被忽略，最后在跆拳道里夺得了属于自己的掌声，自己的舞台，自己的自信
从压力，抑郁，紧绷，崩溃，最后在朋友的怀抱里渐渐从阴影走出来，轻松，解脱。
这就是我的中学中五生涯，太美好，太苦尽甘来
于是我不想前进，只想在原地，不想再回到忙碌的过去
但
想想
是否我的人生就只有辉煌的那么一次？
人因梦想而伟大
如果我连自己的梦想都质疑了
我就不过在浪费时间
我就是犹豫不决，缺乏自信
到最后
一事无成
平淡很幸福
但我要在平淡中创造光芒
创造属于自己的天空
我会烦恼
但现在我不想再烦恼
我只要好好地角逐自己的未来就好
人家说什么，他家的事
我要前进，我要赶紧处理好自己的负面情绪
然后迈进，尽管路有多么辛苦，我都会坚强走下去
因为我要成为女强人！
再怎么痛，我会忍下来
再怎么辛苦孤独，我会吞下去，因为我有亲爱的朋友与家人！
出气筒
部落格一直是我的出气筒，一直都是。
好啦，先恭喜自己拿了全A+，还是吉打州第三名。
说真的，拿到成绩的那一个晚上，完全无法相信自己，根本就是一个miracle!
不过，我还是比较想回到中学的当初，还没有拿成绩前的时候
我把学习当做一种快乐，在兵营的时候，我真的很想读书，想再拿起sejarah 背起来，想要拼命问老师biology,chemistry的问题，想要再写作文，想要再做presentation，想要一直做练习题。
也许人家会说我是书虫，但书虫的日子何尝不好？
就这样一直读书温习，考试也没什么，总好过现在的生活
不是忙着烦死人的奖学金申请，就是呆在家里睡觉吃东西，烦恼着自己的未来
有时候，选择太多，对我而言是种负担
我讨厌烦，我讨厌思考，我讨厌搜寻，我讨厌回答
拜托，不要再问我未来的打算怎样了好不好？
不要再问我要读什么了好不好？
我很累，我只想单纯地读书
我的梦想，有人抨击，有人支持，有人提出意见
我很容易被人影响，不要再左右我了好不好？
可知道，这样的意见迫使我质疑自己？
我知道，有些人看了这篇文章，会骂我
但我不管了，随便你们，我没有地方发泄，而这是我自己
你们要骂要乱，算了
好啦，先恭喜自己拿了全A+，还是吉打州第三名。
说真的，拿到成绩的那一个晚上，完全无法相信自己，根本就是一个miracle!
不过，我还是比较想回到中学的当初，还没有拿成绩前的时候
我把学习当做一种快乐，在兵营的时候，我真的很想读书，想再拿起sejarah 背起来，想要拼命问老师biology,chemistry的问题，想要再写作文，想要再做presentation，想要一直做练习题。
也许人家会说我是书虫，但书虫的日子何尝不好？
就这样一直读书温习，考试也没什么，总好过现在的生活
不是忙着烦死人的奖学金申请，就是呆在家里睡觉吃东西，烦恼着自己的未来
有时候，选择太多，对我而言是种负担
我讨厌烦，我讨厌思考，我讨厌搜寻，我讨厌回答
拜托，不要再问我未来的打算怎样了好不好？
不要再问我要读什么了好不好？
我很累，我只想单纯地读书
我的梦想，有人抨击，有人支持，有人提出意见
我很容易被人影响，不要再左右我了好不好？
可知道，这样的意见迫使我质疑自己？
我知道，有些人看了这篇文章，会骂我
但我不管了，随便你们，我没有地方发泄，而这是我自己
你们要骂要乱，算了
Sunday, March 17, 2013
给我兵役的朋友2
给：我很漂亮的男朋友彦君
君儿啊，第一次看到你的时候，我很怕你的叻，眼睛大大，杏眼圆瞪，一脸不爽,我那时真的很怕你的，想想：糟糕了，三个月，难道要这样过下去？
后来，通过mama qin，我就知道你叫彦君，很高很高的女生，就开始我们熟络了咯
Your english is better i think?You're the only girl who use english while sms with me leh
Dont cry le la.Take time to comfort your friend,i guess she must be vry strong enough to face the sudden difficulties in her life
You're so pretty you know?Make me envy,Bright and big eyes,long and perfect leg!
I like to hug you leh,so warm and feel safe lo
Do you remember the moment we ate in KV room?We ate,we sang songs and played UNO with sangari!
Life is unpredictable ,thus we have to endure with all those challenges calmly and firmly.
You know how sad i am when watching you crying?
Wey,faster find a boyfriend la,so picky!
Always chat on phone,be careful with your ears' health okay?
Nanti telephone explode!boom!I dont want to visit you in ward
Remember our promises?When i travel in penang,remember to be my guide!
I want to try NANDOS FOOD!
Shidin's wife.You makan cuka while we all take photos with him!
Like cikgu 186 vry much o u?
Han han and you would surely scan for his existence while he was around us
This made me nearly passing out!
Hey hey,take care la babe!
Hey babe!
Hey charkie?
Siamese chinese Tan Yan Jun
The tallest chinese girl!170cm!
君儿啊，第一次看到你的时候，我很怕你的叻，眼睛大大，杏眼圆瞪，一脸不爽,我那时真的很怕你的，想想：糟糕了，三个月，难道要这样过下去？
后来，通过mama qin，我就知道你叫彦君，很高很高的女生，就开始我们熟络了咯
Your english is better i think?You're the only girl who use english while sms with me leh
Dont cry le la.Take time to comfort your friend,i guess she must be vry strong enough to face the sudden difficulties in her life
You're so pretty you know?Make me envy,Bright and big eyes,long and perfect leg!
I like to hug you leh,so warm and feel safe lo
Do you remember the moment we ate in KV room?We ate,we sang songs and played UNO with sangari!
Life is unpredictable ,thus we have to endure with all those challenges calmly and firmly.
You know how sad i am when watching you crying?
Wey,faster find a boyfriend la,so picky!
Always chat on phone,be careful with your ears' health okay?
Nanti telephone explode!boom!I dont want to visit you in ward
Remember our promises?When i travel in penang,remember to be my guide!
I want to try NANDOS FOOD!
Shidin's wife.You makan cuka while we all take photos with him!
Like cikgu 186 vry much o u?
Han han and you would surely scan for his existence while he was around us
This made me nearly passing out!
Hey hey,take care la babe!
Hey babe!
Hey charkie?
Siamese chinese Tan Yan Jun
The tallest chinese girl!170cm!
Saturday, March 16, 2013
启程
PLKN里没有电脑，面对爱文字却不爱写字的我，部落格已是我在里面最挂念的东西
情绪一到，内心没办法得到宣泄好辛苦，所以我爱文字，就这样写写写，没人懂没关系，我就是自己写自己知道，自己反省。
我发现了一样东西哦
生命里真的不只是前途，学业占重要的一点
你赢得那短暂的光芒又怎样？
若你身旁连一个深交都没有，连父母都不在
谁会愿意与你分享你的喜悦？
谁会愿意在你最辛苦的时候听你诉苦？
就是因为在那三个月，平时常出现在你眼前的脸庞突然要等到每个星期才能看见一次，那种突然的兴奋与感动，比拿到好成绩更为激动
友谊，更重要，它是勇气的泉源，我可以保证，倘若这三个月没有朋友让我分享，陪我诉苦，我根本没办法好好撑过这三个月，坐上那个职位的挑战
是这友谊，让我体验与领略相信这二字的力量，只有相信自己与团队，你才有办法稳重踏实地走过每一个难关，跨越每一道障碍。
我在那里认识的每一个人，虽然我不完全了解他们的背景或是过去，可是那又怎样？
纵然过去清白或复杂又怎样？
我们遗忘过去的自己，塑造一个全新真正的自己，抛开过去的阴影，好好地度过未来的人生，那才是人生的真谛
Turn over a new leaf
Passed through all those challenges
Forgot about all those bad memories
We rebuild our life,brighten up our future,change our lifestyle
Others may judge you depends on your background
But once you remain persistent and have decided to fight against it
In future,surely success will come across you
Thanks for those who were once looked down at you
They helped you to do a totally self-enrichment and self-rejudgement
To form a brand new personality
我学会了守护
过去我依赖别人，哥哥超多
现在我不想再依赖别人了
我要成为别人的依靠
我要成为别人的耳朵与肩膀
就像我的朋友说的，有时候聆听会比分享和说话来得更好
我要用我的生命去守护每一段缘分，每一个重要的人
学会坚强，学会借给别人肩膀
摆脱小妹妹的自己
我长大了
学会珍惜与放下
学会知足
在那里
只要能吃上一盘nasi lemak 或是roti canai
我就会很开心
有时候我们认为一切太理所当然，所以无法领会平凡的美
导致我们遗憾终生
我不要变得成熟稳重
我还要纯真的自己
但纯真之余
我要用更深的角度去看待身边的每一个人与事物
设身处地为别人着想
不要只想到自己的利益与安逸
好好地守护我的友情与家人
朋友们
我们认识不久
虽然你们的过去没有我的踪影
但我希望你们的未来
我还可以帮你们勾勒，上画
祝福你们平安，远离一切危险与苦难啊
阿弥陀佛
以后如果我没在你们的身边
你们一定要记得曾几何时
有一个傻大姐
一直在那里呵呵呵的笑
离别之际
还笨笨地哭啊！
情绪一到，内心没办法得到宣泄好辛苦，所以我爱文字，就这样写写写，没人懂没关系，我就是自己写自己知道，自己反省。
我发现了一样东西哦
生命里真的不只是前途，学业占重要的一点
你赢得那短暂的光芒又怎样？
若你身旁连一个深交都没有，连父母都不在
谁会愿意与你分享你的喜悦？
谁会愿意在你最辛苦的时候听你诉苦？
就是因为在那三个月，平时常出现在你眼前的脸庞突然要等到每个星期才能看见一次，那种突然的兴奋与感动，比拿到好成绩更为激动
友谊，更重要，它是勇气的泉源，我可以保证，倘若这三个月没有朋友让我分享，陪我诉苦，我根本没办法好好撑过这三个月，坐上那个职位的挑战
是这友谊，让我体验与领略相信这二字的力量，只有相信自己与团队，你才有办法稳重踏实地走过每一个难关，跨越每一道障碍。
我在那里认识的每一个人，虽然我不完全了解他们的背景或是过去，可是那又怎样？
纵然过去清白或复杂又怎样？
我们遗忘过去的自己，塑造一个全新真正的自己，抛开过去的阴影，好好地度过未来的人生，那才是人生的真谛
Turn over a new leaf
Passed through all those challenges
Forgot about all those bad memories
We rebuild our life,brighten up our future,change our lifestyle
Others may judge you depends on your background
But once you remain persistent and have decided to fight against it
In future,surely success will come across you
Thanks for those who were once looked down at you
They helped you to do a totally self-enrichment and self-rejudgement
To form a brand new personality
我学会了守护
过去我依赖别人，哥哥超多
现在我不想再依赖别人了
我要成为别人的依靠
我要成为别人的耳朵与肩膀
就像我的朋友说的，有时候聆听会比分享和说话来得更好
我要用我的生命去守护每一段缘分，每一个重要的人
学会坚强，学会借给别人肩膀
摆脱小妹妹的自己
我长大了
学会珍惜与放下
学会知足
在那里
只要能吃上一盘nasi lemak 或是roti canai
我就会很开心
有时候我们认为一切太理所当然，所以无法领会平凡的美
导致我们遗憾终生
我不要变得成熟稳重
我还要纯真的自己
但纯真之余
我要用更深的角度去看待身边的每一个人与事物
设身处地为别人着想
不要只想到自己的利益与安逸
好好地守护我的友情与家人
朋友们
我们认识不久
虽然你们的过去没有我的踪影
但我希望你们的未来
我还可以帮你们勾勒，上画
祝福你们平安，远离一切危险与苦难啊
阿弥陀佛
以后如果我没在你们的身边
你们一定要记得曾几何时
有一个傻大姐
一直在那里呵呵呵的笑
离别之际
还笨笨地哭啊！
给我兵役的朋友1
送给你们的礼物，我什么都不会，只会写文字。所以，用文字当作礼物，送给挚爱的你们
致:sleeping moo 爱睡爱打球的镇翰
我第一次哦，碰到一个如此爱睡觉的男生。
其实，你很好看哦！特别是你笑起来的时候，你的眼角都上扬，很阳光很灿烂，要常笑，不管以后发生什么事，要记得笑一下，我知道你会的，因为你答应过我的。
可是，你好细腻诶，字小小的，就会欺负我
我们认识好短，相遇好迟，可是一讲起话，就好像老朋友一样，我永远都不会忘记你给予我的感动。你竟然跳起来问我是不是要回家了？原来还有人在乎是很好的感觉。
我给的巧克力好吃吧？早知道应该拿多一点，我一个人吃不完啊！
拜托你啦，不要那么挑食，为了那么一点鱼和菜，竟然连吃都不要，变态！
那封信，我一直重复看着，我一直想，我何德何能可以接受如此感动人的友情？你太真诚了，常常带给人欢乐，记得要幸福，结婚时不要忘记我啊:-)
我没有一个篮球州手的朋友诶，你是地一个，很特别的那一个，我为你感到骄傲
我还记得那句很深刻的话，因为你要求不高，所以你过得快乐。生命，就是因为欲望，才会辛苦
你很纯真，以后不要变得复杂，因为在脑海里，睡牛永远是最珍贵的回忆，真挚的朋友，永远的家人，欺负我的顽童。
星空下，我们约定，要做一辈子的好友
不要忘记我，不然我一定拿鞋丢你。
谢谢你的牛奶，鬼脸和喝水的姿势哦！笨蛋。顾好自己
我什么都送不了，没什么办法回报你给的信任，只能写。
第一次令我崩溃的人类，你好野
你的合照最多了
Friday, February 22, 2013
献给我最爱的5a1
没上课的日子真不习惯
没有你们陪伴的日子好无聊
还记得吗？
大家一起说笑的光阴
上一次的集会
看见成长的你们
虽然外形有些改变（有些男生的头发长到好像草酱）
可是高兴的是
你们还是以前的你们，那样地快乐，那样地熟悉
见到你们
我真的好好激动，也很感动
依稀记得
那时我们一起为学业奋斗，为未来努力，为匆匆流过的时光遗憾
我好爱好爱你们
没有什么比和你们相处谈笑还更自然与快乐了
我很想你们
很想很想哭
告诉你们我过得好好，学会了坚强
是你们陪伴我走过那段阴影，那段不堪回首的岁月
是你们让我的青春充满了欢乐与疯狂
我留恋那段回忆
在我的脑海里，烙印着你们的笑脸
我怀念
你们的pehli ，都是为我好
你们还好吗？
最近如何？
我但愿，下一次再看见你们的时候
大家最完整的一次
那不会是这一辈子的最后一次
有些回忆
它会烙印在你心里
虽然你会忆起
但已回不去
于是我们带着这份情谊
为未来前进
为梦想努力
为成功奋进
没有你们陪伴的日子好无聊
还记得吗？
大家一起说笑的光阴
上一次的集会
看见成长的你们
虽然外形有些改变（有些男生的头发长到好像草酱）
可是高兴的是
你们还是以前的你们，那样地快乐，那样地熟悉
见到你们
我真的好好激动，也很感动
依稀记得
那时我们一起为学业奋斗，为未来努力，为匆匆流过的时光遗憾
我好爱好爱你们
没有什么比和你们相处谈笑还更自然与快乐了
我很想你们
很想很想哭
告诉你们我过得好好，学会了坚强
是你们陪伴我走过那段阴影，那段不堪回首的岁月
是你们让我的青春充满了欢乐与疯狂
我留恋那段回忆
在我的脑海里，烙印着你们的笑脸
我怀念
你们的pehli ，都是为我好
你们还好吗？
最近如何？
我但愿，下一次再看见你们的时候
有些回忆
它会烙印在你心里
虽然你会忆起
但已回不去
于是我们带着这份情谊
为未来前进
为梦想努力
珍惜
再次回到兵营的那一刻
其实还蛮高兴，也好快乐
终于心中的那团疑惑
揭开了，释然了很多
感谢你让我学会了放下
抛开了那些迷惑
用更真更纯的心去认识
去体会友情的那份美好
我会永远记得在我离家的75天里
和我一起成长的朋友们
和我一起上课发愣的朋友
虽然缘分让我们短暂地相遇
但谢谢你们
让我学习了很多
让我改变了对人生的看法
让我勇敢自信坚强
走过了没有家人陪伴的黑夜
让我在文化上与你们心与心的交流
有时候
放下执着
就是让你能够更细腻地体会
人生的每一处天空
我学会了珍惜
学会了勇敢
学会了相信
学会了做回真正的自己
我很高兴
我还是原本那无知真诚的自己
对不起了
那些要我自我保护的朋友
我还是
无法挣脱
单纯的自己
家人与朋友
是我在这75天内生存的动力
我无法忘记
我第一次cuti lawatan看见我母亲的那股激动
那是我第一次主动拥抱我的母亲
第一次告诉妈妈我很想她
第一次撒娇
第一次流下了思念的眼泪
朋友们
我有些改变了
变得更自信
变得更活跃
变得更多话
怀念
它只是一种美好的感觉
你不能一直怀念
你不能阻止身旁事物的改变
所以你只能勇敢地向前走
把怀念当成一种美好的回忆
人际关系处理
你无法阻止人家不喜欢你
你无法一直活在别人的期盼下
因为你不是最完美的
总会有人无法适应你的态度
那样在意别人感受的我们是很悲哀与不快乐的
你只能做你自己
做那个你最熟悉自己
别人不喜欢，那是他家的事
何必与人一般见识
相信自己
世界总会有你容身之处
希望
我下次毕业回来时
会有更全新与真正的自己
那个抑郁，压力的我
不会再出现了
其实还蛮高兴，也好快乐
终于心中的那团疑惑
揭开了，释然了很多
感谢你让我学会了放下
抛开了那些迷惑
用更真更纯的心去认识
去体会友情的那份美好
我会永远记得在我离家的75天里
和我一起成长的朋友们
和我一起上课发愣的朋友
虽然缘分让我们短暂地相遇
但谢谢你们
让我学习了很多
让我改变了对人生的看法
让我勇敢自信坚强
走过了没有家人陪伴的黑夜
让我在文化上与你们心与心的交流
有时候
放下执着
就是让你能够更细腻地体会
人生的每一处天空
我学会了珍惜
学会了勇敢
学会了相信
学会了做回真正的自己
我很高兴
我还是原本那无知真诚的自己
对不起了
那些要我自我保护的朋友
我还是
无法挣脱
单纯的自己
家人与朋友
是我在这75天内生存的动力
我无法忘记
我第一次cuti lawatan看见我母亲的那股激动
那是我第一次主动拥抱我的母亲
第一次告诉妈妈我很想她
第一次撒娇
第一次流下了思念的眼泪
朋友们
我有些改变了
变得更自信
变得更活跃
变得更多话
怀念
它只是一种美好的感觉
你不能一直怀念
你不能阻止身旁事物的改变
所以你只能勇敢地向前走
把怀念当成一种美好的回忆
人际关系处理
你无法阻止人家不喜欢你
你无法一直活在别人的期盼下
因为你不是最完美的
总会有人无法适应你的态度
那样在意别人感受的我们是很悲哀与不快乐的
你只能做你自己
做那个你最熟悉自己
别人不喜欢，那是他家的事
何必与人一般见识
相信自己
世界总会有你容身之处
希望
我下次毕业回来时
会有更全新与真正的自己
那个抑郁，压力的我
不会再出现了
Wednesday, February 13, 2013
学会坚强
曾经我们
在父母的双翼
老师的陪伴
朋友的爱护下
被细心照护着
成为了一个温室里的小树苗
跌倒了，还会有人替你涂擦药水
抚平你的伤口
伤心时，还会有人适时地给你关怀
逗你开心，让你忘记过去的伤痛，重新拾起对未来的期望
那时的
我们就是那么地单纯
现在，我们长大了
当身旁的人一个一个地离开我们时
有或是昔日好友因为空间与距离的遥远
无法在我们需要时
给予我们适当的鼓励
我们就必须学会自我疗伤
学会潇洒
学会勇敢
提高自己的自信
学会坚强
面对各种身心理的挑战
懂得在自己低落时，给自己说一句“加油 ”
这个世界越来越复杂
不容得你安心地相信身边的任何事物
所以只有相信自己
勇敢地走下去
笑看一切失败
才会让人生变得精彩
有时候，我们要学会独立，懂得坚强，才有办法活着。
在父母的双翼
老师的陪伴
朋友的爱护下
被细心照护着
成为了一个温室里的小树苗
跌倒了，还会有人替你涂擦药水
抚平你的伤口
伤心时，还会有人适时地给你关怀
逗你开心，让你忘记过去的伤痛，重新拾起对未来的期望
那时的
我们就是那么地单纯
现在，我们长大了
当身旁的人一个一个地离开我们时
有或是昔日好友因为空间与距离的遥远
无法在我们需要时
给予我们适当的鼓励
我们就必须学会自我疗伤
学会潇洒
学会勇敢
提高自己的自信
学会坚强
面对各种身心理的挑战
懂得在自己低落时，给自己说一句“加油 ”
这个世界越来越复杂
不容得你安心地相信身边的任何事物
所以只有相信自己
勇敢地走下去
笑看一切失败
才会让人生变得精彩
有时候，我们要学会独立，懂得坚强，才有办法活着。
Friday, February 8, 2013
Life in PLKN
.Life in PLKN
full of challenges and fun
You would never know the next period what would you do or what type of activity you would
carry on
Sometimes the class maybe boring and you may fall asleep accidentally
but meanwhile it can be fun if you are energized
The definition of fun differs for anyone.It's a matter of whether you enjoy it or nt.
Haha,To me,yup,i would miss it after i finish it on 16 of march2013.
I am so happy and glad that i can actually adapt to the environment easily.
But the food...errr.....the lunch is quite okay but the dinner,especially the fish.....Fishy smell is so nauseatic.
I prefer its tea time very much especially the donut or bread with sardin inside.
I meet with a lot of friends from different races and religions.
I become more sporty and crazy.
We may come from different places,rural or urban,but we are now studying and sharing under the same roof
You may have a very complicated background but living here you would just forget all your past and live as a different person.
We are sincere to each other.
I gained a lot of new life experience and knowledge
This is the unique of national service
You could not imagine how could i bear with the chill and coldness of water while bathing at 6 o clock in the morning
You could not imagine how shocked am i while finding out that there were toads entering our dorm
You could not imagine how frightened am i while knowing that there were actually insects in our lunch or dinner or even breakfast
You could not imagine how scorchy and dry the weather while marching at 2.30pm
You could not imagine how fun and happy am i while my group won the volley ball competition
You even could not imagine how stress am i while giving commands and thinking for the performance of culture night
You even could not imagine how fun and confident am i while singing loudly in the dorm and receiving praise from my dormmate.
You even could not imagine how terrible and dependent i am while thinking of how to fold the blanket,mosquito trap and tidy up my bed
The national service is not yet finished
but i hope the activities will be more fun and challenging
i do hope so
wooooooooo~~~~~~~~~~
full of challenges and fun
You would never know the next period what would you do or what type of activity you would
carry on
Sometimes the class maybe boring and you may fall asleep accidentally
but meanwhile it can be fun if you are energized
The definition of fun differs for anyone.It's a matter of whether you enjoy it or nt.
Haha,To me,yup,i would miss it after i finish it on 16 of march2013.
I am so happy and glad that i can actually adapt to the environment easily.
But the food...errr.....the lunch is quite okay but the dinner,especially the fish.....Fishy smell is so nauseatic.
I prefer its tea time very much especially the donut or bread with sardin inside.
I meet with a lot of friends from different races and religions.
I become more sporty and crazy.
We may come from different places,rural or urban,but we are now studying and sharing under the same roof
You may have a very complicated background but living here you would just forget all your past and live as a different person.
We are sincere to each other.
I gained a lot of new life experience and knowledge
This is the unique of national service
You could not imagine how could i bear with the chill and coldness of water while bathing at 6 o clock in the morning
You could not imagine how shocked am i while finding out that there were toads entering our dorm
You could not imagine how frightened am i while knowing that there were actually insects in our lunch or dinner or even breakfast
You could not imagine how scorchy and dry the weather while marching at 2.30pm
You could not imagine how fun and happy am i while my group won the volley ball competition
You even could not imagine how stress am i while giving commands and thinking for the performance of culture night
You even could not imagine how fun and confident am i while singing loudly in the dorm and receiving praise from my dormmate.
You even could not imagine how terrible and dependent i am while thinking of how to fold the blanket,mosquito trap and tidy up my bed
The national service is not yet finished
but i hope the activities will be more fun and challenging
i do hope so
wooooooooo~~~~~~~~~~
我一直希望有那么一个肩膀可以让我靠下来
生活中有许多挑战与挫折需要我们咬紧牙关走下去
生活中亦有很多未知的战役需要我们提起勇气打着
但
这也导致我们常常为此受伤，
或是我们被折磨至疲惫不堪
所以
我一直希望有那么一个肩膀
让我安稳地靠下来
让我愉快地睡去
女人一直寻觅的安全感
其实也正是男人所缺少的
这也是为什么世界上只有一个命定的另一半
因为只有那么一个人会给你一个宽大的肩膀
生活中亦有很多未知的战役需要我们提起勇气打着
但
这也导致我们常常为此受伤，
或是我们被折磨至疲惫不堪
所以
我一直希望有那么一个肩膀
让我安稳地靠下来
让我愉快地睡去
女人一直寻觅的安全感
其实也正是男人所缺少的
这也是为什么世界上只有一个命定的另一半
因为只有那么一个人会给你一个宽大的肩膀
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